First, thank you very much for your love and support while we've been trying to heal. It's a very long, hard process, but we're very grateful for the prayers and the calls and the care that everyone's shown us while we've gone through this awfulness. Thankfully, there isn't a time limit on the mourning deal, so we don't have to feel like there's a clock ticking. "Ah, it's been three weeks, Adele & Brett must be healed." Fortunately, no one GETS to tell us that. We're still sad. We still cry together. I mean, shoot, man, we've lost SIX freakin' babies! No one gets to tell us how quickly we have to be done being sad or feeling lost. We'll get there when we get there.
Now: on Thursday, we'll go to back to Dr. Perloe's office for more blood work (my HCG levels haven't gotten down to pre-pregnancy levels yet) and for the pathology report. Not really sure what we're hoping to get out of the pathology report, but maybe and perhaps we'll have some helpful and hopeful news. Not really expecting GOOD news, after all, how can it be good? But we'll have answers and most likely our next steps.
Seriously, we appreciate your prayers. It's amazing what losing your babies will do for your spirituality. We'll post Thursday's report on Thursday so we don't have to tell the same story over and over and over again.
XOXO.
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